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hello
08.11.03 (5:25 pm)   [edit]
hello everyone =) I don't have much to say. I don't do much. OH! I went to the guitar store for picks and stuff =P yeah I'm sure ur all so thrilled to hear about that.Welp heres a cool song for ya. Later
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"The Sound" - Further Seems Forever

If I only had an ocean to compliment this sky
Id pull it down, Id paint it for you and never question why
Cause red would mean you love me
And blue would mean you care
And black my heart were left to those with cold uncaring stares
This is the burning of a dream
This is the burning of a dream

[Chorus]

The sound now turns to silence
But I keep spinning around
Naked in the rain of my own tears
As they fall into the bucket of your apologies
And im closing everyone elses eyes
Because you rowed ashore
Not to see the volume rise again

Feels like im waiting in the last hiding place on earth
Hang this noose around my neck but im saved
For one hundred thousand memories wash ashore
Be swept away by forever
Sail away from you
Now the rain has ended
So the sun can shine through me

The sound now turns to silence
But I keep spinning around
Naked in the rain of my own tears
As they fall into the bucket of your apologies
And im closing everyone elses eyes
Because you rowed ashore
Not to see the volume rise again

Only you could row my boat ashore
And only you could set my fears at rest
Couldn't see the lack of sympathies regress
I'm still waiting
I'm still waiting for your grace

The sound now turns to silence
But I keep spinning around
Naked in the rain of my own tears
As they fall into the bucket of your apologies
And im closing everyone elses eyes
Because you rowed ashore
Not to see the volume rise again

 
more BOREDOM!
08.08.03 (7:11 pm)   [edit]
hello =)
know wut one of my pet peeves is? pEoPlE ThAt tYpE LyKe tHiS.
Just thought I'd share.
later.

 
ok.. I lied..
08.07.03 (1:32 pm)   [edit]
ok so I lied. I'm gonna write in here anywayz. just cuz i'm bored. there was a bat in my house. flying around and crap. weird stuff. mmk. this isnt helping any. later.

† me †
 
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08.05.03 (11:40 am)   [edit]
i dont think im gonna write in here anymore. not that anyone reads this. later.
 
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08.05.03 (11:39 am)   [edit]
i dont think im gonna write in here anymore. not that anyone reads this. later.
 
.......
08.04.03 (7:58 pm)   [edit]
Choose a band and answer only in song titles by that band: †Mxpx†

Are you male or female? Rock N' Roll Girl

Describe yourself: Foolish

How do some people feel about you? High Standards

How do you feel about yourself? No Brain

Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend: Like Sand Through The Hour Glass...

Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend/crus h: You Put This Love In My Heart

Describe what you want to be: Talk of the Town (ha.. yeah right =P)

Describe your current mood: So Kill Me

Describe your friends: Important Enough to Mention

Share a few words of wisdom: Prove it to the World
 
dude..
08.01.03 (10:16 am)   [edit]
I need to lighten up. I'm really really bored. yes. nothin to do here. im downloading music. i dunno wut to download. give me suggestions ppl. i dun care wut type of music it is. lol. geez i should get off this comp. i spend waaay too much time on it. and i STILL kno nuthin about html crap. hmm. yeah anyway. later.
 
...........
08.01.03 (9:26 am)   [edit]
you don't read this. I don't even read this. so just go away.

yeah obviously I continue to have a not so good mood.

not that you care.

later.
 
AAHH!!!!
07.31.03 (7:22 pm)   [edit]
*runs around in circles* I'm so freakin' bored...
 
Boredom
07.31.03 (11:36 am)   [edit]
I never have anything to do. Yeah.. you all care so much :roll: mmk.. I'm gonna go. Later.
 
Go Away
07.30.03 (8:19 am)   [edit]
I'm really not in a great mood. My best friend tells me that I'm ignoring her and crap.. which isn't true.. I try to talk to her, she pushes me away. So that makes me kinda mad :x (hence the mad face) I'm still sad about my bf going off to the navy :cry: and yeah.. I feel like I have no one that cares. kinda sucks. I'm gonna cut this short today. Later. God Bless.
 
Random stuff cuz I'm bored..
07.29.03 (12:50 pm)   [edit]
Ordinary

Those thoughts.. dancing in my mind
something to bring me back to my own kind
Cuz I'm not like the rest at all
in a land of giants I feel so small

Inside, I desperately want to change
my thoughts and priorities rearrange
But my feet seem to be planted here
and I'm stuck, consumed by my fears

It swallows me whole, only to spit me back out
Inwardly I may hold back, scream, shout
But my surface shows a quiet girl
ordinary in an extrordinary world



Forget Me

Alone, forgotten
set upon that shelf long ago
Only to have dust settle
obscuring my vision

I was lost in
my own act, my own show
I wouldn't let anyone meddle
I acted with precision

But my days were numbered
and this I know
For now I sit on this shelf
watching the world forget me

In this daze I slumbered
no room for me to grow
I brought this on myself
I was blinded, I didn't see

A glimmer of hope shines
a tender touch to wipe dust away
am I finally noticed
did someone see me?

I can't break from my binds
if only that hope could stay
but I know this
On my shelf I'll always be

Watching the world forget me

by ~ me

 
He made it...
07.28.03 (2:03 pm)   [edit]
My bf made it into the navy. I'm happy for him and everything.. but I'm gonna miss him =( I'll still write to him and everything. So atleast I won't lose touch with him completely. Yeah just thought I'd let you all know. Even if you don't care much lol. Later.
 
Meh...
07.28.03 (7:14 am)   [edit]
-Later on Monday:
Grrr. I don't know wut the crap I did now.. but it looks like my best friend is mad at me again. I don't even know if she considers me her best friend anymore. She just acts like she hates me. I don't know wut I did. I can't do anything right... and to top it all off my bf keeps telling me about how his ex wants him back so bad and all that crap.. like I wanna hear it. Just makes me feel crappy. *sigh*
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Monday morning now. I'm already bored as heck. I know I'm gonna have nothin' to do all day. woop-de-frickin-doo. that was kinda useless info wasn't it? yes. Well anyway. I've been downloading music. yay. I dunno wut else to download. Wut should I download? *thinks* mmk while I'm doin' that... I need to think of sumthin to do. Cuz I can't just sit here all day. Why? you ask. Cuz that's wut I did the other day.. and so on. So? so! it'll drive me crazy! if I'm not already there. As you all can see, I just got this thing yesterday. So I have no friends on here. Do YOU wanna be my friend? LOL I sound psychopathic. but seriously I'm not. I promise. O.o ok well re-cap on my questions for ya! 1. wut should I download? 2. wut should I do today? 3. do YOU wanna be my friend?! heheh. Later.
 
REAL entry..
07.27.03 (5:32 pm)   [edit]
unlike the last thing I wrote there. This will be more like an actual entry. Lucky for you. hehe. Ok well. I'm having some issues with my best friend. She's depressed and stuff. I think she might love my bf too.. but HOPEFULLY I'm wrong. I don't know if I should ask her about it either. It might piss her off. She already acts like she's pissed at me. She says she's not tho. I haven't gotten to talk to my bf today. That makes me sad. But I e-mailed him. So he better e-mail me back!! lol jk. well.. no I'm not kidding.. disregard that. If you read this leave me a comment! comments are nice.. and I'll try and return the favor *grin* later ppl!
 
First Entry..
07.27.03 (5:16 pm)   [edit]
hmm. My first entry. yay for me. Well I don't have much to say. I went to church, came home, and did what I do best.. nothing. =) well I'm gonna go explore this place. Later.